My best friend

To my best friend,

I just received phone call from Thailand 3 hours ago told me that my best friend just pass away from car accident during his duty, he worked for DEA in Thailand. I had made such a phone call in the last 3 hours, calling his mom, our friends in Thailand. I telling myself last week that I have to call him about his dad pass away last month but I couldn't locate his number. He was my dear friend, we've been through a lot together from elementary school till University. I still remember all the adventure and profound that we gone through. We have some agreement and disagreement in may level but one thing remain the same for both of us, we love each other and remain in our memory for the most part of our life. His tragedy still shock me and very unexpected, not to mention that his dad just pass away last month and now it him. Once he told me when we have disagreement " I will be your friend no matter what get over it!" . About 4 years ago when he get married, I was on the phone call him to congratulate his happy moment and he remind me about the incident " you still my friend right?" he said " I can't believe you still remember that s**t" I reply " Sure I still remember that and I still didn't hear you tell me you sorry about what you said to me" I pause for little before I said " You know, you are my best friend and yes I AM SORRY!" yes he made me said that I am glad I did. I looked through my old photos album and my mind wondering through all the joy, happiness, and friendship that our group had. That was something I will remember for the rest of my life. One thing that I sorry and sad is I can't make it back there in time for his funeral. Please forgive me my friend no matter where you are, I know you will laugh about this later on. Sweet dream my friend, everyone will missed you. You once said " Dream as high as you can, and now it's time to catch it" I am here standing here with my dream of becoming a photographer like you always believe me... thank you for being my friend, thank you for giving hope when I needed it and believe in me. Good night...